i was tired. yes, lelah and penat diperlakukan seperti orang yang terhegeh-hegeh. so i rest my case. i wont find you no more. there's no more me in there to find. i've already gone.
i will learn to forget all the things you said before, forget all the efforts you did just to make me yours, forget all the memories and the love that remain in me for you.
guess, not everything that you want you will get. so i'm okay with this. alone and alone again. maybe this is the time for me to be alone for a long time. i also think i need to focus on my life now, my family and me.
sorry love, for this year, i will keep you in the store. wont find you until you decide to find me back. i wont be looking for new love. i will be looking for new friends, new jobs, new life and new path.
and yes, being a workaholic seems more interesting than love for this year.
please God, help me with the interview. I need a new job to support my mum and sister. That's all matter now.
and love, sorry i cant handle you right now. guess, you need to rest for a very long period. :)
p/s: ada ker org baca post nie? hahahahaha
