aku mau buat summary cerita. mesti best kan? ok macam ini. hubungan kami macam suam suam kuku je. aku tak tahu cinta tu hilang ker atau cinta tu ada dalam diri tapi sesat. either way, still i confuse.
i wondering, could he be faithful to me? yes. people ask me to be positif. please lah. ko cakap dengan orang yang kena tinggal untuk orang lain. jadi apa yang ko harapkan? a miracle that i will trust people easily?
no. if i love someone, i love hard. i dont let go. i cant give up. and that is the problem of being me.
so here is the problem, i dont know what to do. i have too much problem to deal with. wish i can run from it but it will grow stronger on me.
dont care too much, i cant. coz i care bukan jenis alang-alang.
yes, i may not say it always, may not say it enough, but if i love a person, i love with my whole heart.
cant you just see behind this person, i just love you so much but i'm afraid to tell you that i love you too much. coz it has broke my heart to million pieces before. can you see how scare i am? how much i cant do things that will hurt me eventually? can u see it?
you just dont see it kan? you just see apa yang ada di permukaan, di dasarnya. tapi tak melihat sedalam-dalam hati aku.
jadi aku makin memendam diri, makin sakit hati, makin sakit jiwa.
i has a difficult life. i am good at hiding feeling behind. i can act i'm strong. but you just don't have any idea do you?
