hello there! my 1st post untuk bulan oktober. yay! saya semakin tua. hahahaha. :P alkisahnya hari ini, saya kembali seperti budak universiti dimana saya tengok balik movie-movie yang ada di hard drive. hahaha. skrg pun tgh download johnny english pertama. hahahaha. cerita 2003.
sebenarnya, saya tak tahu nak cerita apa. cuma saya rindu pada certain people. no, not mr.r anymore. saya perasan juga, bila ada problem dgn boyfie, secara tidak langsung membuatkan saya fokus kepada hubungan kami daripada mengenang hal lama. saya perasan saya tak mengenang dia sudah.
sekarang asyik memikirkan tentang si boyfie yang sangat terer berubah 360 darjah. hahahaha. yap. now we back to basic. to the start. but in this time, i'm in love with him. totally. and yes, im afraid to lose him. memang betul juga kata orang; selagi kita tak dihadapkan dengan kenyataan yang kita akan kehilangan seseorang, kita tak akan hargai orang tersebut kan? and that is happening to me right now.
im afraid to lose him but yet im okay if im alone without anyone to be my boyfie. faham ka? do you get my point? i'm not looking for someone to take care of me cause now i realize i can take care myself. girl power kn? i love him but i love myself more. and the relationship between me and myself is important cause now i realize that i dont need someone to make me happy. i can be happy alone. it's all about my own perspective. betul kan?
i just need my best friends. hahahaha. if i can marry them, i would. :) they get me. they understand me. well, girls. :) right now, i'm embracing my life to the fullest. hahaha. oh ya. i lose my ic. hahahaha. due to the happy hours. nevermind, bukan selalu kan? hahahha. i rather say oh well than what if. :) ada juga kenangan bersama bestfrend. :D
we're crazy chick. trust me. and im the craziest one among all. im the wild girl with certain limits and im the one who very blunt about anything. if we cant be honest with your friends especially the best one, why bother to be friend anyway? true friend will slap you if they have to. for your own goods.
life without best friends is sucks. i treasure my moments and memories with them. :) love them to death. back to my relationship, im taking the slowest road ever in my life. anything for you raksasa jahat. anything.
p/s : be good wherever you are. hope you will have a very good month ahead. amen. :)
