he is waiting for me to be ready as i told him that i'm not ready / not really into relationship right now for i, just break up with someone 2 months ago.
pity him because now, he have to wait for me due to other guy's mistake.
well, this relationship is kinda weird because i, still haven't decide yet. i want him but i want time to know him well. so there will be no regrets later.
but still, i'm afraid to love again if only it will hurt me. it's not easy to build confident anymore when you are the one who been cheated on.
i hope one day i find the courage to love again :)
